I wrote this on my tumblr

It was SUPOSED to only be two lines- "I smell like you and now I'm sad"
But I got carried away in writing the blog, and I feel like this is something that should be read.

"

I smell like you

And now I’m sad.
I actually feel like I’m about to cry.
Not because I feel broken
But because I feel like something is missing.
I miss you
A lot
and I want to spend forever in your arms.
I couldn’t tell you how many times I wished that I didn’t have to go home
Not only today
but every
single
time I am with you.
I swear
I can’t get enough
I really
really
REALLY
can’t.
It’s been an hour.
One itty bitty hour
Out of the seven I spent with you today
And I still miss you.
I could honestly say that I want you to be the first and last thing I see every day
I want you to be the one I go to when I am crying
or even when I’m just looking for a smile.
I couldn’t ask for more than just more time with you.
And we can all guess by now that I want to spend forever with you.
But what scares me is that forever will seem too short with you.
Because the hours melt into mear seconds when I’m even NEAR you.
But I would be willing to spend what feels like days with you if it meant that I would love no one else.
And you would love only me.
And what is even better
Is that I know you feel the same.
I love you.
And no matter what happens to us
You will always have a piece of my heart
if not all of it.
But for now
I just want to spend as much time with you as I can.
Because you make me happy
Down to the deepest parts of my being
You
Make me
…
Feel something I could never explain
I can’t put this into words
and so instead of saying this to you
I will shorten it to
“I love you”

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