I was talking to a bunch of guys about love who I met online like not even a week ago,

and this is what I wrote...

Me:

Love is rediculous. And...Humans scientifically were not meant to love. But I think Humans spiritually were made to love. And the human spirit is greater than all of science.

MAN THAT WAS QUOTABLE

I've got the smarts sometimes

 

Brandon

hehe

 

Me

Anyone else agree that love makes no sense

I mean

you set yourself for heartbreak over and over for that ONE chance at love

true love I mean

and most people never find it

but we put ourselves on the chopping block to find it

And we sacrifice so much for it

We become foolish

and blind to all reason

left to look back and ask what the fuck happened

and why you did what you did

and then we do it again

and again

and again.

For that

one

little

chance

at true love...."



Do you all agree? I mean, I know that girls do this...Do most guys? Not a lot of them, I bet. 

 

And this is another convo I had with another guy

 

"

Oh yeah

I believe that if you have to change

or change the other person

you aren't in love with them

you're in love with who you want them to be

and you should look for the person who IS that person by just being them"

 

 

I think I am begining to understand this love thing...or at least learn about what NOT to do. And what to look for.

I wrote this on my tumblr

It was SUPOSED to only be two lines- "I smell like you and now I'm sad"
But I got carried away in writing the blog, and I feel like this is something that should be read.

"

I smell like you

And now I’m sad.
I actually feel like I’m about to cry.
Not because I feel broken
But because I feel like something is missing.
I miss you
A lot
and I want to spend forever in your arms.
I couldn’t tell you how many times I wished that I didn’t have to go home
Not only today
but every
single
time I am with you.
I swear
I can’t get enough
I really
really
REALLY
can’t.
It’s been an hour.
One itty bitty hour
Out of the seven I spent with you today
And I still miss you.
I could honestly say that I want you to be the first and last thing I see every day
I want you to be the one I go to when I am crying
or even when I’m just looking for a smile.
I couldn’t ask for more than just more time with you.
And we can all guess by now that I want to spend forever with you.
But what scares me is that forever will seem too short with you.
Because the hours melt into mear seconds when I’m even NEAR you.
But I would be willing to spend what feels like days with you if it meant that I would love no one else.
And you would love only me.
And what is even better
Is that I know you feel the same.
I love you.
And no matter what happens to us
You will always have a piece of my heart
if not all of it.
But for now
I just want to spend as much time with you as I can.
Because you make me happy
Down to the deepest parts of my being
You
Make me
…
Feel something I could never explain
I can’t put this into words
and so instead of saying this to you
I will shorten it to
“I love you”

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